i hate valentine's day, if you want to know why, it's because i had my heart broken when i was fifteen. i thought this boy, blond hair and blue eyes was the most wonderful thing i had ever seen. he flirted with me and messed my heart about. anyhow, to cut a long and painful story short, i managed to pluck up the courage to ask him out and be my valentine's date to a party the school was holding. he laughed at me, laughed and pointed at me in front of all my friends, saying that he wouldn't go out with an ugly bitch like me! those words have haunted me for eleven years, and every time valentine's day arrives it brings back all those hurtful words.

ever since i have been very cauious about guys asking me out, in case they hurt me. i have been single for three years now. i would like to find someone, and i am attracted to a man who i know, and he's sweet and kind, but i am still very unsure of myself! i know that i am not the only one out there who has had their heart broken, but at that point in time, you feel like you are the only one in the world! sexyshedevil

I have been hurt many times, and each time learned from those relationships. I have finally found the love of my life. You are still young... be patient.